If you have read my previous post, you know how our family is struggling for our newborn's health. I previously worked in a laboratory and had my internship at Philippine Children's Medical Center. I have seen many sick patients and couldn't forget how much I pitied the sick children I encountered in that hospital. I now better understand how parents feel when something is wrong with their child. I couldn't bear seeing EJ getting needle pricks that hurt him so badly, but we must do it for his diagnosis.
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| This photo was taken December 28, 2014. |
EJ is a happy baby. You can't tell something is wrong just by looking at him. It is normal for sick children to look sad and fuss all the time. Although we haven't seen him too tired or restless, we are not complacent and do need to do something. As much as possible, we want to understand everything about his health. His failure to gain weight concerns us more regarding achieving the developmental milestones expected for him. We need to find out what is causing his failure to thrive. This has led us to consult specialists and have him undergo workups.
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| He gained a lot better this past two weeks. |
Last Monday, we decided to set EJ's dedication day on the 14th of February, coinciding with SJ's 3rd birthday celebration. I have been thinking of a suitable theme for our party, and God's message to me was, "God is with us. Everything's gonna be alright." I shared this with my husband, and he said we have received that same message. We are also looking forward to our appointment with a Pediatric Nephrologist on Thursday. I am optimistic that this is the day we will discover what's wrong with EJ, so we can provide him with the necessary treatments or identify what we can do about his condition.
We were at the doctor's clinic for some interviews about how to approach him. We showed him all the tests EJ has undergone. Our doctor honestly admitted that this is something new to him and the first time he has encountered such results. This time, he couldn't provide us with a diagnosis nor explain our son's condition. He promised to conduct further studies on his case and requested additional tests for the diagnosis, and he will collaborate with more specialists regarding this case. After leaving the doctor's clinic, I couldn't help but cry. How is it that even doctors couldn't explain what's going on with EJ? This has bothered me so much. If they can't find it, is there really no cure at all? We had been consulting specialists, and still, there are no answers.
I am thankful for how my husband is so strong despite that encounter. He helped me stand up and get back on my feet again. "God is with us," he reminded us of this message before we went to the doctor's clinic. We also know that God knows everything and He is the greatest healer. We have a lot of people praying for us, especially for EJ's healing. But why couldn't God heal him right now? I know God can provide that instant healing. The answer is - only God knows the reason why not; He knows the perfect time. While traveling back home, we passed a truck that had a very large print saying "In God We Trust." This reminds us once again to keep trusting and find peace.
The photo of Mom and the baby elephant perfectly illustrates how we are navigating our life's journey today. In my Facebook post, I stated, "It felt like we were walking in a dark valley, but we're confident that God is with us." The mother elephant is leading the way for her baby, while the baby stays behind, unable to see anything ahead, yet continuously takes steps following her mom. Our protection is guaranteed when we walk in faith and follow God. Right now, we may not see the purpose or find answers to our questions, but in time we will reach the light at the end of this dark path.
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